i really cant understand why people would force themselves to be more uncomfortable than necessary just to appear 'normal' when doing stressful tasks . like that used to be me but you get a single taste of how much less anxiety happens when you allow yourself to be comfortable and .... babe im never going back

i just played pokemon emerald and snuggled in a pokemon blanket while making a call to my bank to pay my student fees and when i tell you it was exponentially easier for me its actually wild ( they didnt lie . that media really can comfort . ) if you reading this have an uncomfy thing coming up , think about how you can accomodate yourself through it instead of forcing yourself to be 'normal' the whole time . i promise you its so much better

anyway time to work on a freaking mommyclan comic lol

contemplating writing out character interactions but only the absolute culmination and release of all their trauma and the aftermath of it for the catharsis >>>>>>

also i could post it here if i do write it out since its technically a part of ItPotWL but its a character i dont think ive posted any writing of yet so its just like . one drawing of him talking to someone casually and two scenes of the most visceral , gorey and emotional shit ever . that juxtaposition is kinda funny and kinda not something im sure i wanna do at the same time lol