Welcome to the Birdhouse

having autism is like . im so weird why cant i just be normal . my world is so full of love and life why would i want to be any different . i see things in a way that others dont thats so valuable . my opinions are dumb and my perspective is stupid . i feel like a child why cant i just react like a normal human . i have a disability im not being dramatic . i cant do simple things and i need people to hold my hand through everything . im so smart and i learn new things im interested in so fully and everyone is so impressed by me . i love going outside and existing in nature i love the fresh air and the sun on my skin . the world is so loud and so bright and so overwhelming im never going to leave my room . i want nothing more than to understand those around me and be a part of their lives . i hate everyone and i never want to talk again . i have so many thoughts i have to talk to SOMEONE about this otherwise i think i might die